What could have been.

Sitting here once again,
Thinking of what could have been.
I had to screw it up another time.
To ruin a second chance, what a crime.

I guess this is the end of you and me,
Even though I thought it was meant to be.
I guess one man who loves with no return,
Shall one day be left to burn.

My mind no longer races with thoughts of you,
I’ve come to terms that the end is true.
Looking back it almost seems like a dream,
Like it didn’t really happen or so it would seem.

But as my mind comes down to a slower pace,
No longer the lovers mind that seems to race.
The fog has slowly lifted off my mind,
I know have peace which I could never find.

It will be a while before my heart can mend,
Odds are I wont find another god send.
Like the one that was always there,
Even though distance was a snare.

I hope you find comfort in another’s arms,
You deserve the best of lifes little charms.
For you to be happy is what I care to see,
Even if your happiness is not with me.

So I’ll just be sitting here once again,
Thinking of what could have been.